Preparing for failure..fuck
Caterpillar :3
One more day and we can finally move out of this place. Friday is definitely too far away still and as always the week is moving too slow. Today we got the keys and went to see the house and sort out rooms and stuff. Turns out my room has three different colors on the walls (light blue, yellow and light green) looks better than it sounds. So ridiculously keen for Friday :D
| society: | Everyone's beautiful. |
|---|---|
| society: | Don't eat though, you don't want to get fat. |
| society: | You don't eat? Anorexic freak! |
| society: | You're a size 4? You're supposed to be a size 0! |
| society: | You're an A cup? What are you, 8? |
| society: | You're a C cup? That's my mums size. |
| society: | You had sex?! Slut! |
| society: | You haven't had sex? Hah, you're frigid! |
| society: | You don't think you're pretty? Attention seeker! |
| society: | You think you're pretty? Conceited much? |
| society: | You believe in gay rights? Homo! |
| society: | You don't believe in gay rights? Homophobic dickhead! |
| society: | You're depressed? Attention seeker! |
| society: | You cut yourself? Still attention seeking! |
| society: | You can't go on? How much attention do you want?! |
| -someone kills themself- | |
| society: | Oh, they were so beautiful! Society sucks! |
Fuck You! You had absolutely no right to talk to my Mum or me that way. I wish all your friends could see what you are really like. You made my Mum cry and you made me cry and you don’t care at all. You can’t understand that she’s sick and has to look after two kids who both have medical conditions. You make your own mother do everything for you, she’s 84, she isn’t going to be around forever. Not once have you asked me how ballet is going, how school is going or anything. Even during an open class for dancing you walked out not even half way through. Your own son hates the fact that your his father, and no wonder after all the times you put him down about his weight and whatever else. I don’t want anything to do with you anymore, I’m over giving you second chances. Apparently none of us can do anything right. We’re all done.
Four more days and we’ll finally be in our new house! I’m ridiculously excited about moving since we’ve been looking for almost a year and a half. Pretty much packed already but from doing so I’ve really hurt my back..so depending on how I feel, might not be at school tomorrow. Never thought I’d have the need for a back brace until now. And today I got a cooling pad for my laptop and for the first time in a very long time, my laptop did not over heat while I played WoW, it was great! The week has barely started and its already going too slow, Friday is going to be so good. Also looking forward to having Harry and Stephen over Saturday :D
I’d have to say that going to Kotara High has been one of the best decisions I’ve ever made (:
Found out today I had a second cousin named Phillip.. Also found out he was murdered by some guy and then that guy killed himself.. I never got to meet him and now I never will and hate that. He was close with my Grandma and she called my Mum today telling her about it and even though I never knew about him till today, it still upsets me. This is the second time this has happened..
r.i.p Phillip Lunn
